“I don’t regard my state of mind as some pessimistic view of the world, regard it as the world itself. Evolution cannot avoid bringing intelligent life ultimately to an awareness of one thing and one thing above all else, and that one thing is FUTILITY.
If people could see what the world for what it truly is, see their lives for what they truly are, without dreams or illusions, I don’t believe they could offer the first reason why they should not elect to die as soon as possible.
Rage is really only for the good days, the truth is there is little of that left, the truth is, that the forms I see have been slowly emptied out, they no longer have any content they’re just shapes only, a train, a wall, a world, a man …a thing, dangling in a senseless articulation in a howling void, no meaning to its life. Why would I seek out a company of such thing ?
Your fellowship is a fellowship of pain and nothing more and if that pain were collective instead of merely reiterative, the sheer weight of it would drag the world from the walls of the universe and send it crashing and burning down through whatever night it might yet be capable of engendering until it was not even ash… And brotherhood ! For you, everyone and everything you have ever chosen to care for, that is the true brotherhood, the true fellowship and everybody is a member for life ! You tell me my that my brother is my salvation, my salvation, well then damn him ! Damn him in every shape and guise and form. Do I see myself in him, yes I do, and what I see sickens me ! Do you understand me ? Can you understand me?”
Every track played on this set is free or promo work from some of the best producers in this genre that I have big privilege to know here on SoundCloud ! So, this set represents my modest way to say thanks to them, and to all other people who gave me great support and who love and understand my music !!
tracklist:
01. swampmessiah – Pool Of Darkness [PROMO]
02. JUNKTABOO (Ban z A.I.) – Bit Too Late For That [FREE TRACK]
03. Q’LE – Fear (AfterMath (UK)‘s Crucified Remix) [FREE TRACK]
04. Sinkers – Cerberus [PROMO]
05. HEFTY vs Dave Elyzium – Invocation (MiniMum Remix) [Dark and Sonorous Recordings]
06. Cristian Glitch – Esquizofrenia (UnconsciousLaws Remix) [Minimized Records]
07. alex okrazo – 2090 (Jack 3.5mm From Future Remix) [FREE TRACK]
08. monktec and Eiht – Track two [PROMO]
09. Grieche – Jack The Ripper (Minimatronik Remix) [PROMO]
10. Fall Forest aka Aedicule – Falling Trees [FREE TRACK]
11. speech taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sunset_Limited_%28film%29
…also big thanks to my friend Ben Deviant who gave me a chance to be on TechnoFM !!
Saša 